People and conflicts

We live in a world filled with humans of all shapes and sizes. We make ourselves fight each other, we insult each other, we stab each other and we quarell just to prove that we are correct.

Is it right to do this?

I'm saying this because of a crtain event that is now leaving a very bad taste n my mouth. Ok.. ok.. I shan't brag about my life cause it will just bore you out, but to put it simply, I am under fire by two sides just because I choose to remain neutral in a conflict. I have promised to myself not to take sides anymore in life in light of my past bad experience with my family. But now, the fucking same thing that happened to me in 2004 is happening within my circle of friends. What the fuck!!

By the way, sorry for the language, for my soul is now not at rest. To put it in a simple manner, I just want to grow up and let childish people remain children, while I get out and become a wise adult.

So day by day, people give me problems. People who are just so insecure of themselves, finally take the stance to push me away from any new contacts they have made. People who gets so territorial and wants everything in the house to run what they perceive as perfect, people with a ridiculously egoistic nature and people who just know how to take but not to give.

Seriously, I just wish that none of these minor and stupid problems bother me, but I can't control it.. Well that's me..

And for me, the word I hate the most coming out of someone's mouth is:

'Hadri.. relax ar'

or

'Hadri cool sket'

These two words pisses me off like shit. So for me, if anybody comes to me and say these words, I would feel like knocking their heads.