Todaz, i got mzself a new keyboard. A German keyboard they say. I'm preety much confused with the arrangement of things around my keyboard. Tne y#s and the z's are in different positions, the @button is not at number 2, the _ and - is no longer in the position i have known since i was young.

However, this keyboard reminded me of life. People can get very ued to the simplest of things they have and will of course take even the slightest blessing in life for granted. In my case, the German keyboard. And in the case of other's, blessings they don't realize they have like walking, talking, fluency and the fact that they are not born handicapped. When even thetiniest of those are taken away from them abrubtly, then people will realiye how much of love God has given them.

One of the sweetest blessings in life that I think that I am very grateful for is my family and friends. I don't care if I remain jobless, if I do not find my true love. I don't care if people choose to kill me, but in my case, if I have neither family nor close and caring friends, my life is worthless. My parents, my brother, my younger sister, my relatives, my close friends, friends who i do not regard as close; all of their presence is of course the most blissful thing that has happened to me in life.

But as I said earlier, everything around us is just an illusion. Foreverness canonly be found in the hands of the Almighty. The most important thing for u, is of course to love ourselves first before we love someboody else..

Those are the words, that many people have said to me, especially my father, who always repeats this since I was young. I miss my family..

Swine flu blues

Swine flu is out... And many are worried. Well, I myself am a Muslim and now I could see inherently why we are forbidden to touch pigs and how much more eat their flesh. For me, they smell rotten, pretty much unpleasant and having an unpleasant smell when their meat gets turned into delicacies.

It's not that I'm saying that we must ban the consumption of pork and pig products extremely. At the other side of the story, many pig farmers in the world depend entirely on pigs to make their living. Not only in devoloped countries but also developing and third world countries. Pig dung are used as fertilisers and there are countless usages of pork meat in both modern and traditional delicacies throughout the world. In europe itself, due to the high demand of pork, the price of pork is much cheaper than the price of beef and chicken.

Pigs are said to be unhygienic and contain strains of viruses dangerous to health. Scientists (my biology teacher) say that they contain tapeworms which cannot be killed despite high acidity and extreme temperatures. Tapeworms multiply rapidly and vastly in numbers until the point that these parasites will slowly make one not as healthy as one is ought to be.

Currently, I hope that this new outbreak won't be as deadly as the SARS, or will later wipe out most of the human population in this world. But a question remains? Seeing into the current political scenario and the so called establishment of the "New World Order", why is the source of this flu in Mexico? The country that is neighbouring the United States?

Biotechnological advancement?.. Perhaps this new strain of flu is engineered by a certain group of knieving fools who just want to get even with the worl or perhaps this flu is a sign by the Almighty that it is time for us humans to repent?

Perhaps...

Practics of Mankind

I don't know. Its very hard for me to have a delicate soul. My weakness which I've tried to overcome since I was young, was the fact that I easily fall in love with others. Sometimes, I feel that love itself is somewhat of a burden to me. All my life, I had friends, enemies, close friends, best friends, girlfriends and people who I just say "hi" to. But later in life, the more I see into thngs, I can only make one giant theory. Everything is an illusion and foreverness is non existent. Friends come and go, people will eventually die and leave this plane but what reamains dearest to you is the fact that you must love yourself.

So far, I've put myself before others. So far, I lived just to pease people around me, especially the one's I admire, but so far, I have never achieved a state of pure self satisfaction of being a person called "Farid Hadri Bin Mohd Suhaimi". I was never happy for being me, for I had countless of weaknesses which I have to overcome. Day by day though, as time passes, the more I learn about myself and how to love myself.

Seriously, I could not blabber about this to anybody face to face for telling so will only bore them and probably make them have a strong urge to steal the conversation and just flaunt about themselves.

In a conversation, its very hard sometimes. For me, a blissful conversation is a conversation when both sides or all sides share the same weightage in conversation. That means, not only must the conversation NOT be conquered by only one person, but MUST be shared upon by everyone who is there. There comes a time when one must listen and there comes a time when one must talk. I call it the ethics of conversing, but practically, those are just manners.

I love the world, how it is created, how God creates comforting people who comfort you in times of pain. But now, the more I explore the world, the more vast my ideas become. My ideals upgrades itself and ideologies are a thing of the past. God doesn't create all humans the same. God gives humans diversity and each with their own weakness, strengths and uniqueness. God endows hardship to people and at the same time endows endulgement to a few.

Because of this fact, misunderstandings occur. People fight, people kill, people hate each other, people want to destroy, people want to be superior. They don't remember the fact that we are equal in the eyes of God. People don't have tolerance of each other's differences. Well, a few do, but most don't.

I can only propose one idea, which can bring the world total peace and tranquility.

"TOLERANCE AND ACCEPTANCE OF EACH OTHER'S DIFFERENCES"

The Grand Opening of my own blog

A few years ago, I thought the idea of running a blog was stupid and a waste of time but being an ordinary human, I find blogs a place to express not only my opinions but also the opinions of others.
The topic in this blog is free. Anyone can discuss anything whenever they want, be it politics, religion, history, studys, fun, or just plain "shitty talk (aka cakap-cakap kosong in Bahasa Melayu). So please, to anyone who knows me, who I have known and who I will be acquainted with in the future, just bare with me the time to read and express what you want through my blog..

I myself do not know why I name this "the warrior's eye". Perhaps it's just something that came across my mind when I registered for this. Be it as it may, I like using the term warrior because warriors fight with honour and at the same time use their brains to achieve their purpose.