Change is never easy but it is an experience every being in this planet has to go through. And thus so far, i realized that drastic changes have been part of my life ever since.
But the changes i experienced in Malaysia was seemingly not so difficult because i had my family to guide me and support in whichever way they could. Now, the change i'm experiencing must be dealt with alone and experience has taught me that friends are not permanent like family. They come and go come back and go..
The primary focus is now on my family and perhaps my future. Dealing with the unknown and expecting the best of outcomes is the most stressful feeling a human soul could endure. Planning is one thing but carrying it out is another. I hope that God puts me in good predicament in which everything would run smoothly without putting any frown on anyone's face. I pray that i change for the better with wisdom and maturity for days to come.
Worry...worry...worry... that's all i could do and perhaps that is what making me thin. Before i sleep, i worry, the moment i wake up i worry, when i work i worry. When can i relax?? I need to relax. For once i wish that I'm not burdened by my decisions. Some of them were crappy and some i'm contented with. But it's ok...
aaaarghhh!!
